Friday, January 05, 2007

The sunrise and the sunset...

Recently I began a new project at work that is keeping me from my quiet moments - when I like to be only thoughts! Because of that I've been distant from here but I never got to forget any of the miracles.

Recently I lost myself in an overview of what makes me happy - simple things only :) Every time I think about this I always get to be farther from every day social reality than the time before. Believe me when I say I realy get far from here. I have to face the facts: The things that make me feel better not always are the things that I like the most - Why? - Simple! Just because when we're somewhere we indulge ourselfs into be part of the surroundings - we can «really» never be alone anytime and most of the times it isn't the feeling, that we're most concerned about, that carries us appart from feeling it the right way - it's the surrounding environment. So every time I think about it I think of it farther from my surroundigs - which gives me a better insight of what can really make me happy :)

Just for starters I'll give you some examples that can really make me jump into happiness: The vision of the highlights of my fathers car from when I was 8 years old; The vision of my grandfather smilling at mothers nature fury - always saying - nature will have its way ( ... :) ... ); To know that there are others like me (kind of makes me not feel lonely sometimes); My best friend really makes my happy just because I know she exists; The simplicity of the sunrise and sunset :)

Other tiny things are, for example, the taste of a spliff at the end of a days work :) The smilling face of my nephew when he gazes at something ;) The colors of mother nature when in some kind of out of the mind consciousness :) And, besides lots of others, the morning wake up with the sun splashing good vibration onto my face :)

Here's a little example of what I mean:

Human eye:


Sunset:


Sunrise: